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[Jul. 9th, 2009|11:16 pm] |
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Today is my birthday. I'm 22. Had a great time tonight with friends at work. We hung out in the bar and had drinks. |
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[Jul. 5th, 2009|12:08 am] |
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Damn it, once again I forget to post here or even remember I have a journal. Epic fail. =(
A few things that have happened:
I got a tattoo Friday night of a koi fish, my second tattoo. My 22nd birthday is here next Thursday. One of my relatives passed away yesterday and it's a huge shock. Poor think had a heart attack.
I need to update fics, but this doesn't seem to be the case. I don't feel like working on anything lately. |
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| Miles apart but so near and always in my heart |
[May. 17th, 2009|01:04 am] |
Back to normal for now, College is over for now. Managed to pass my class with a B. Now, I'm working, tanning and getting ready for swimming weather. That and I'm also working on my two fics. That's pretty much it. |
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| The end to a new beginning |
[May. 13th, 2009|01:02 am] |
So it's a little over a week since the whole becoming single bit. Talked to my ex today and set it straight that I need to be left alone. It worked for now.
Today is my last day of school for the semester. I'm going to have a month or so off before I go to the summer semester 2.
So now, I'm planning on working on an update for Eyes on Fire. Not sure exactly where to go with it this chapter. There is a lot of stuff to do. Plus, I need to write a memoir story in memory of Daddy's Little Cannibal who passed away this weekend at the age of eighteen. |
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[May. 5th, 2009|09:07 pm] |
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I haven't had too many issues in the past year until recently. The death of my second cousin and the change in my jobs earlier this year have set things distant between myself and my past.Yesterday I did one of the hardest things I've done in over two years. I broke up with my boyfriend of almost two years. There were a lot of problems that couldn't be dealt with and it was causing stress on me and we drifted apart. We both agreed that it was time to part ways. So yeah... I feel extremely weird being single again. Last night after working, I hung out with some friends on the patio at work and took advantage of their 2.50 margaritas. Had three and they were so freaking strong it was crazy. Woke up this morning sick as a dog from a bad hang over and then ended up having a easy going day.
I miss working on my fan fiction. However, with how bitter I feel against romance at the moment and anything of the sort I'm afraid that I'll butcher the storylines, etc. But yeah, I hope to have something written in the next week or so as my final is coming next Wednesay and I have to finish studying.
Also the Nintendo DSi is neat. I got one recently and that Pokemon Platinum game. Check them out! If ya'll get it or have a DS id for Pearl or Diamond let me know! |
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[Apr. 19th, 2009|08:27 pm] |
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One of my cousins passed away a week ago. Went to his funeral last Tuesday and I feel so.. void. I didn't know him all that well or see him that much if at all except family reunions. I just feel so bad that he's gone. He wasn't even 54. Hell, his birthday was next week...
So now, I'm just trying to get myself back together now that things are beginning to settle down.
In some regular news, I got a Nintendo DSi the other day. Love it a lot. Traded in a lot of stuff to get it including my old DS lite. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2009|04:37 pm] |
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Been gone a while. My laptop died on me which forced me to get a new one. I've been sick, and working almost everyday due to baseball season.
So yeah.. I'm back for a while. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2009|07:23 pm] |
Back after a month. Life hasn't been interesting or good, really. I'm back in college, taking one class. I like my new job as a hostess. Been sick as hell for the past three days with a stomach virus, and almost got fired because my boss didn't think I called in but actually did.
Depression isn't that bad right now. School is alright. I'm just in Texas Government this semester. It's second week of school and I had to miss Monday because of the virus, and then today class was canceled due to the bad ice storm we had for the past two days. Plus, Friday there isn't any class because our professor isn't going to be in town. So it's like another vacation all over again. |
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[Dec. 8th, 2008|10:15 pm] |
Ya know, I finally admit it. I'm no longer in the YGO fandom. Hell, I don't think I'm really part of any fandoms other than Twilight these days. I haven't looked at anything anime in a long time other than reading a bit of the Loveless manga.
I find anything anime or manga boring as of late. I prefer romantic novels or any romantic things involving vampires. Maybe it has to do with the time issue I have these days. I'm hardly ever home now that I've started my new job. I'm either at work, home briefly to change clothes or at Casey's. But, I rather read than draw anymore, or anything a long those lines. - -
Anyways in real life, my biological father confronted me on the phone today. I've been expecting it since I dropped out of college for the semester. But yeah, as usual, I end up getting all crazed up emotionally and getting fired up with the past and yeah... So it ended with him trying to help me find a solution to get an education if I want to finish it or just move on. But we came to a decision for now and I'll try again, I guess. I just feel like I'm pretty much stuck in a rut with the college I attend. I might try online courses possibly. It would work better with my schedule and it wouldn't cause me to have a thirty minute drive in my soon to die Neon. Damn thing needs fixing, but I can't afford to do that without missing at least two insurance payments and starving too death.
It's my second week in the restaurant business and I feel weirded out. I've worked in the fast food industry as a shift manager for two years and have dealt with so much crap it's unbelievable. In fast food, I'm used to dealing with irritable customers, ghetto people, cheap bastards, and bitchy employees and managers.
With my new job as a hostess, I haven't met any customers who are rude or angry. They're so cool and down to earth it's kinda scary. I guess it has to do with it being an upper scale restaurant. But also the employees are SO nice. I have made at least a few mistakes since I started last Wednesday and I haven't been yelled at or had an angry customer to deal with. It's just so weird to me. Hell, I think I know why I feel so calm in the past few days.
I haven't had to deal with too much crap other than KFC attempting to put out an accusation of me stealing money from their deposit in the second-to-last week of my notice of leave there. I didn't take it and neither did the other manager blamed. It was probably one of their stupid ass team members with a deep need of cash to pay off warrants. And also the assistant manager telling the new RGM that I walked out in the middle of a shift without giving my two weeks. (Which I did give a notice at least three weeks prior to the bitch.)
But seriously, with KFC off my back other than their accusations, I'm feeling more like myself, my skin is clearing up, I'm feeling kinda relieved and happy. I've smiled for the first time in months and I haven't felt depressed in a few days. I think it's going to be a good advancement for me in the future with the leave of that forsaken fast-food restaurant.
Embrace the future, forget the past. Something I never did until now. |
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[Dec. 1st, 2008|02:32 am] |
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Tomorrow is my orientation at my new job. I'm scared too death about it. But, I was scared about my old job in the beginning as well. So yeah... |
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[Nov. 19th, 2008|02:00 am] |
After a long absence, I'm back with a different outlook on situations as my own rountine has changed for the better (or at least I hope).
My boss at KFC/PH left. We don't have an RGM right now. So, the Assistant Manager who despises me, is in charge. She's been making me work Friday-Monday closing for god knows how long. I'm tired of it. Plus, she plays favorites as she is racist towards non-Hispanics.
Due to this, I have gotten another job as a restaurant hostess. I put in my two weeks and will be leaving my job of two years at KFC as a shift supervisor on the 29th. The Assistant Manager is pissed that I'm leaving. But honestly, I don't care. |
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[Oct. 31st, 2008|04:08 pm] |
You Are a Vampire
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You are charming, sensual, and even a bit manipulative.
You can't help but get people to do what you want.
You have sharp senses and a strong predatory instinct.
You go after what you want, without mercy.
While you have the heart of a killer, many people are drawn to you.
You are elegant, timeless, and mysterious. You are the ultimate fantasy object.
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[Oct. 31st, 2008|04:06 pm] |
You Should Be a Vampire for Halloween
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According to our quiz, you'd make an ideal vampire.
Your runner up costume: Gangster
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| It's back, and it's even crazier than before |
[Sep. 15th, 2008|11:58 pm] |
It's been two months since I've been on this site at all. I've been busy with a lot of different aspects concerning real life. If you wish to skip this entry, I really don't care. I'm just getting out a few things that others are tired of hearing on a daily basis.
Right now I'm sick. My throat is sore and my glands are swollen. I can't talk all that well and I've had a fever today. Asthma is ok for now, but I'm not sure if it's getting any better. Thank god, for having tonsils out when I was fifteen.
Back in college again. (It started on August 26th) I go two days a week taking nine hours of classes. I'm not able to take more due my job being full-time. So it's working out well. Plus, I'm taking some fun classes this semester. Intro. to Psychology, Sociology of Marriage and Family, and Creative Writing I. Only down side to these days is that I have to get up at five-thirty in the morning and be at school by seven for my first class. But the upside, is that I get 2 two hour breaks during the day. My creative writing teacher is a published author. She loves Twilight and Harry Potter and encourages us to write fan fiction or anything we love.
Celebrated 1 year anniversary with Casey on the fifth of September. It was great, and had fun. Now work has been hell with construction tearing up the roads and making it almost impossible to make it there on time. The Dallas Cowboy Stadium strikes yet again.
Hurricane Ike hit two days ago. Receieved nothing but rain in my part of Texas, and some colder degree weather. |
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[Jul. 18th, 2008|12:48 pm] |
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Well, the birthday went well. Have found a drink that I love. It's called a blue hawaiian. I got to go to WinStar casino with my dad and my stepmom. I had won three hundred dollars but came home with 90.00 dollars. |
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| Writer's Block: On Character Preferences |
[Jul. 18th, 2008|12:45 pm] |
Twilight based answer.
Edward Cullen is my favorite character. He is a vampire and he's a gentlement. He has a great deal of control over his instincts. He takes care of his fiancee' without killing her.
A fictional character that bugs me?
Hmm, in Twilight, I would say Jacob, even though I love his character. He's young but he's hopelessly in love with Bella and is trying to deceive her into kissing him for nothing but a final goodbye. |
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[Jul. 7th, 2008|01:34 am] |
Omg. My friend from work found this site where you can make an ID like McLovin's and she made mine as a b-day gift. Behold, T-moe on a fake ID of McLovin' Goodness!
Two more days until my 21st birthday!
Bring on the drinks! And Breaking Dawn for the love of Ra! |
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